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I've been saying for a while that when I turn 18, I'm going to leave the Titans. Leave Jump City. Now it's about two months away and I can barely believe it's happening. I've spent so much of my life here. I've met so many people. I've fallen in love... fallen out of love. I've learned so much in the five years I've been here. I've been packing up my things lately. I never really thought I'd get so much. Dlet's bonsai has seen better days, and the orb that Samus gave me, too. That fell off the dresser and has a chip in it. I can't remember how long it's been there. Ed's crystal, I've been keeping safe. And Wendel's jewelry, even if it's a bit dirty. My dress, too. I haven't worn that in so long. I've still got to find everything else. My room is a sty. But that shouldn't surprise anyone. Raven came back, but it was so quick it was barely enough time to catch up. I got to tell her I never stopped loving her, though. Which is true. Once someone's changed you as much as she changed me, you're lucky if you stop thinking about them for even a minute. Heh... this was our song. I can't believe I still remember all the words. I'll try to keep updating anyone who's still reading this. It's not like I have much else to do -- mod is falling out of fashion again, so the store's been really slow (and Neil isn't very happy about it, let me tell you internet), and I'm all but alone here in the Tower. Cyborg, Raven, Robin, Garfield, and now Starfire, too. They all left. I said See-More could live here, but we never really see each other. Half the time I don't even know where he is. I'm surprised the criminals haven't taken over by now, but I haven't even had one call in the past month. Maybe it's time for this city to finally get some peace. Tags: introspective, personal jamming to: Nickelback - Savin' Me
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Hey everyone! I know I haven't posted in a while, but I assure you I'm still safe and awesome. To prove it, I have a meme thing that's been going around, stolen from Hana. 1. Leave me a comment saying anything random, like your favorite lyric to your current favorite song. Or your favorite kind of sandwich. Something random. Whatever you like. 2. I respond by asking you five personal questions so I can get to know you better. 3. You update your LJ with the answers to the questions. 4. Include this explanation and offer to ask someone else in the post. 5. When others comment asking to be asked, you ask them five questions.Hana asked me these! 1. What are your top three kinds of salad? Cobb and chicken salad are the top two, and then fruit salad, which isn't really a salad, but it still totally counts. Healthy and good-tasting! 2. What colour ink do you prefer to write with? Most of the time I just type. But if I do write, I like blue ink. (Red might be my favorite color, but it makes me feel like I'm correcting people if I write in it.) 3. If you had to change your hair colour, what would you change it to? If I had to? I mean, ideally I wouldn't, because I really like it blonde, but I guess I would go brunette. But a light brown. Hah, I'm unoriginal. :D; 4. Best flavour of milkshake? Chocolate, of course! :9 5. If you became a farmer, what kind of farm would you have? Ooh, good one. It probably wouldn't have animals on it, unless I wanted to keep them as pets. Maybe potatoes so I could keep a constant stream of mashed potatoes and French fries coming. And then... I guess lettuce and onions and carrots and stuff for salads. So a lot of fruits and vegetables. Tags: meme, personal
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Terra never really knew what other stores went through in their Christmas rushes, but at least at Cheshire Lane, it could get pretty crazy. This was one of the slower days, but it was enough to keep her busy. She probably wouldn't even notice if someone she knew showed up, and even then probably wouldn't have time to talk to them. Jeannie had allowed her a break, though (and she was glad; Emma likely never would have done that), and thank god that was coming up. As soon as the latest rush of customers finished up, Terra called over to the other cashier on duty and told her she'd be back in ten. Slipping out the back entrance, she walked around to the side of the store, near the front, and leaned against the wall. She looked very much like she'd be smoking if she had a cigarette. "Christmas sucks," she lamented to no one in particular, then sighed. Tags: introspective, rp hanging at: Cheshire Lane, ext. feeling: wiped
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Terra had had a rough weekend. The last thing she clearly remembered was getting a box in the Nexus from some weird-looking guy. And the rest... well, she knew what had been going on, and she'd certainly been in control of herself, but her memories were a bit faded. Gone with the emotion, perhaps. So when she went back to look at the things she'd said, she could barely form words for how bad of a mistake she'd made. Several mistakes. But damned if she wasn't going to try to fix them. Sarah, Hana, Victor,
I'm sorry for being a gigantic bitch to you guys. It was the Nexus screwing with me again. I didn't mean anything I said and I hope you guys don't think any less of me because of it.
-T[locked to kory_of_tamaran and notyourluckyday] That was the easy part. The part she'd been worrying about ever since she realized that she was thinking clearly again was still to come. ( The hard part. )Tags: introspective, rp hanging at: my room feeling: worried jamming to: Avenue Q - There's a Fine, Fine Line
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Well, Halloween was fun. I know that was like two weeks ago, but I haven't updated in a while. I dressed like a rocker and brought my guitar into the Nexus. Did some showdowns. Lost most of them, heh. I've still got some work to do there.
I'm still alive and kicking, trust me. Just not as much as I used to be. Maybe it's winter getting to me early. Of course, if you guys wanna hang out, say the word and I'll see what I can do. :)
Jinx, I do wanna meet up sometime soon. I've got some stuff I want to talk about. Whenever you're up for it.
Everyone, stay safe, be happy, and eat a lot of turkey. In the meantime, I'll be working on figuring out what to get you guys for Christmas.Tags: personal hanging at: my room feeling: blank jamming to: Coheed and Cambria - Welcome Home
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In case nobody got the memo, I'm back in the Tower. That means soon enough I'll be back in the Nexus, too. I'm honestly not feeling too talkative right now, but maybe things will pick up soon.
Just know that I'm out of the Clinics, I'm safe, and I'm still alive.
I can't possibly say it enough, but I love all of you. Everyone. Thank you for everything. I love you.
If you think I'm acting weird, I probably am. I'm sorry. I blame lack of sleep.
♥, TTags: introspective, rp hanging at: my room again, finally feeling: tired jamming to: Soundgarden - Black Hole Sun
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I kind of got hurt recently. I'm okay now. I'm safe and in the clinics. You don't have to worry about me.
I just wanted to say that I love all of you. And I'm so... unbelievably glad that there are people who are looking out for me. And I don't think I say it enough, so thank you. All of you. For everything you've all done for me. Everything you've ever done.
I wish I could explain, but I don't really have time. It's almost lights for me here. Just know that I'm grateful and... I know that sometimes that isn't enough, but it's all I can give right now.
Thank you.Of course, there's a reason she's running low on time for such a short message. Before she even got to writing that, she'd sent out ( a few emails. )Tags: aya, beast boy, blackfire, introspective, jinx, starfire hanging at: the clinics feeling: tired
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