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I'm going to try to not make a big thing out of this, but... it's time. I'm 18 now, and that means it's time for me to move on. To leave Jump City. It doesn't need me anymore. It doesn't need to be protected.

Every single person I've met in the Nexus and at home has changed me. For better or for worse. I'm not even close to the girl I was three years ago. I'm stronger. I'm smarter. I can look at myself in the mirror and actually be proud of who I am.

I love you all. I won't forget any of you. I couldn't even if I tried. And when I see some of you again... make sure you've got some soda in the fridge.

♥,
Tara Markov

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jamming to: Staind - This Is It

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17 days, folks... it's getting close. Almost everything's packed up now. Everything's ready to leave but me. Man, it's... it's been a wild three years.

But if I keep talking like this, I'll never want to leave. I'm gonna head to bed instead. Enjoy what I've got while I still have it. If there's anything you guys wanna say or do to or with me, now's the time.

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I've decided I'm going to start using the PINpoint I picked up I don't even remember how long ago. I'll be exploring as many universes as I can. I might find some I like more than others, but it'll be hard to get me to settle down, for better or for worse. I can already think of a couple places I'd be staying longer than usual in.

I might even drop in on you when you least expect it. Don't be surprised if an adorably-dressed woman shows up at your door asking for some time to catch up and maybe a tour around town. It's just me. (State of adorableness may vary.)

We've got 49 days left, everyone.

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I've been saying for a while that when I turn 18, I'm going to leave the Titans. Leave Jump City. Now it's about two months away and I can barely believe it's happening. I've spent so much of my life here. I've met so many people. I've fallen in love... fallen out of love. I've learned so much in the five years I've been here.

I've been packing up my things lately. I never really thought I'd get so much. Dlet's bonsai has seen better days, and the orb that Samus gave me, too. That fell off the dresser and has a chip in it. I can't remember how long it's been there. Ed's crystal, I've been keeping safe. And Wendel's jewelry, even if it's a bit dirty. My dress, too. I haven't worn that in so long. I've still got to find everything else. My room is a sty. But that shouldn't surprise anyone.

Raven came back, but it was so quick it was barely enough time to catch up. I got to tell her I never stopped loving her, though. Which is true. Once someone's changed you as much as she changed me, you're lucky if you stop thinking about them for even a minute.

Heh... this was our song. I can't believe I still remember all the words.

I'll try to keep updating anyone who's still reading this. It's not like I have much else to do -- mod is falling out of fashion again, so the store's been really slow (and Neil isn't very happy about it, let me tell you internet), and I'm all but alone here in the Tower. Cyborg, Raven, Robin, Garfield, and now Starfire, too. They all left. I said See-More could live here, but we never really see each other. Half the time I don't even know where he is.

I'm surprised the criminals haven't taken over by now, but I haven't even had one call in the past month.

Maybe it's time for this city to finally get some peace.

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Whoo-hoo, child, what? You think this cold winter's gonna last forever?
Whoo-hoo, child, now's the time for all the people to get together outside.

'Cause it's the first of May, first of May. Outdoor fuckin' starts today. So bring your favorite lady or at least your favorite lay. Celebrate spring with a crazy little thing called fuckin' outside.

8D Happy May, everyone. ♥

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jamming to: Jonathan Coulton - First of May

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Okay, one, happy birthday, Hana! I'm still working on a gift.

Two, and this is something I want everyone to know, ( read more... )

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Hey, uh. Hi everyone. Don't be mad at me for not updating. >_>;

In celebration of what I missed, have a meme! I stole it from Hana.

1) Go here to generate 10 random numbers between 1 and 100. DO THIS FIRST.

2) Then I will answer the corresponding questions from here.

And since I missed it, Happy St. Patrick's Day and Easter, and happy early birthday to Hanatarou! ♥

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Sorry I haven't said much lately, guys. I guess I haven't had much to say.

I met a woman in the Nexus today. She tried to attack me, but I was safe. Don't worry.


Someone cut her mouth open. Ear to ear. And she asked me if she was pretty. First with a mask and then without it. And I told her yes. Both times.

She was so sad. I didn't know what to do. I wanted to help her. I wanted her to be happy and realize she was pretty. But all she could say was "Am I pretty?" and I didn't know what else there was to do.

Whoever she was, I hope she's okay now. I hope she knows she's pretty. Just because someone did something horrible to you, that doesn't make you any less pretty.

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Hey everyone! I know I haven't posted in a while, but I assure you I'm still safe and awesome. To prove it, I have a meme thing that's been going around, stolen from Hana.

1. Leave me a comment saying anything random, like your favorite lyric to your current favorite song. Or your favorite kind of sandwich. Something random. Whatever you like.
2. I respond by asking you five personal questions so I can get to know you better.
3. You update your LJ with the answers to the questions.
4. Include this explanation and offer to ask someone else in the post.
5. When others comment asking to be asked, you ask them five questions.


Hana asked me these!

1. What are your top three kinds of salad? Cobb and chicken salad are the top two, and then fruit salad, which isn't really a salad, but it still totally counts. Healthy and good-tasting!
2. What colour ink do you prefer to write with? Most of the time I just type. But if I do write, I like blue ink. (Red might be my favorite color, but it makes me feel like I'm correcting people if I write in it.)
3. If you had to change your hair colour, what would you change it to? If I had to? I mean, ideally I wouldn't, because I really like it blonde, but I guess I would go brunette. But a light brown. Hah, I'm unoriginal. :D;
4. Best flavour of milkshake? Chocolate, of course! :9
5. If you became a farmer, what kind of farm would you have? Ooh, good one. It probably wouldn't have animals on it, unless I wanted to keep them as pets. Maybe potatoes so I could keep a constant stream of mashed potatoes and French fries coming. And then... I guess lettuce and onions and carrots and stuff for salads. So a lot of fruits and vegetables.

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SEE-MORE

You and I have urgent business to attend to.

You sold me some bad X and I need to get back at you. Reply to this post within 1024 hours or I will be very disappointed in you.

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so uh

you guys know i eat really weird stuff, right

well today I kind of met a woman named Mrs. Lovett and she had meat pies. which, you know, meat and pie, two great tastes that should taste great together.

not only did it not taste all that good (and I think I ate a bug, but that's not the gross part), i found out the meat in the pie was cat meat

gross gross gross gross D: D: D:

need to wash the taste out
need to wash the taste out forever

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HAPPY NEW YEAR!

How about this year doesn't suck as hard as the last couple months did, huh? Sounds like a good resolution to me!

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It's that time of year again! Terra has for her friends a dazzling array of gifts. It's truly spectacular, really. Of course, she also has several bags filled with cookies and chocolates and candy canes and those little marshmallow-filled Santas. You know, if she couldn't think of an appropriate present, or if she couldn't afford it, what with being hospitalized and spending money on other presents and all. It doesn't mean that she doesn't love you.

Read more... )

((Depending on circumstances, I may or may not be around to do threads out, but I'll figure something out before the new year rolls around. And as always, a happy and healthy holiday season to all you fine RPers.))

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It's Beginning to Look A Lot Like Confrontation [locked to [info]seemoreofhive]
Terra never really knew what other stores went through in their Christmas rushes, but at least at Cheshire Lane, it could get pretty crazy. This was one of the slower days, but it was enough to keep her busy. She probably wouldn't even notice if someone she knew showed up, and even then probably wouldn't have time to talk to them.

Jeannie had allowed her a break, though (and she was glad; Emma likely never would have done that), and thank god that was coming up. As soon as the latest rush of customers finished up, Terra called over to the other cashier on duty and told her she'd be back in ten. Slipping out the back entrance, she walked around to the side of the store, near the front, and leaned against the wall. She looked very much like she'd be smoking if she had a cigarette.

"Christmas sucks," she lamented to no one in particular, then sighed.

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Terra had had a rough weekend. The last thing she clearly remembered was getting a box in the Nexus from some weird-looking guy. And the rest... well, she knew what had been going on, and she'd certainly been in control of herself, but her memories were a bit faded. Gone with the emotion, perhaps. So when she went back to look at the things she'd said, she could barely form words for how bad of a mistake she'd made. Several mistakes. But damned if she wasn't going to try to fix them.

Sarah, Hana, Victor,

I'm sorry for being a gigantic bitch to you guys. It was the Nexus screwing with me again. I didn't mean anything I said and I hope you guys don't think any less of me because of it.

-T


[locked to [info]kory_of_tamaran and [info]notyourluckyday]

That was the easy part. The part she'd been worrying about ever since she realized that she was thinking clearly again was still to come.

The hard part. )

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((ATTN: Terra has been LOLed by the Master-who-is-totally-not-the-Grinch as part of the [info]dear_multiverse Adventstravaganza. She's now as envious as the sin itself, only without the complicated daddy issues that come along with it. Is it still cool to make FMA references?))

This is already going to be a crappy Christmas. I got trash in the Nexus. The hell kind of gift is that?

Hope you guys are happy. Starfire, Jinx... with your boyfriends and your... ergh.

I fucking want that for once. Why can't I get in on the good times? Oh look at that, everyone's partying but Terra. Everyone's happy but Terra. Just fucking great.

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Welcome to December, everyone! It's officially the holiday season and that means it's time for me to go on a gift-giving extravaganza! If you want something from me, drop a comment here and I'll do what I can to pick out something nice. And I'll be doing it for some people even if they don't comment here, so this way everybody's happy!

Right?

Everyone had better be happy.

Don't make me turn this holiday around. B|

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jamming to: DJ Bobo - Love Is All Around

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Well, Halloween was fun. I know that was like two weeks ago, but I haven't updated in a while. I dressed like a rocker and brought my guitar into the Nexus. Did some showdowns. Lost most of them, heh. I've still got some work to do there.

I'm still alive and kicking, trust me. Just not as much as I used to be. Maybe it's winter getting to me early. Of course, if you guys wanna hang out, say the word and I'll see what I can do. :)

Jinx, I do wanna meet up sometime soon. I've got some stuff I want to talk about. Whenever you're up for it.

Everyone, stay safe, be happy, and eat a lot of turkey. In the meantime, I'll be working on figuring out what to get you guys for Christmas.

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((STILL NOT CANON))

A continuation... )

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In case nobody got the memo, I'm back in the Tower. That means soon enough I'll be back in the Nexus, too. I'm honestly not feeling too talkative right now, but maybe things will pick up soon.

Just know that I'm out of the Clinics, I'm safe, and I'm still alive.

I can't possibly say it enough, but I love all of you. Everyone. Thank you for everything. I love you.

If you think I'm acting weird, I probably am. I'm sorry. I blame lack of sleep.

♥,
T

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feeling: tired
jamming to: Soundgarden - Black Hole Sun

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((This is not canon in any way, shape, or form; anything with the "au" tag is just something that's being done for fun. That doesn't mean other journals won't come from it, but right here, right now, this is not canon for this version of Terra.))

If she'd met people a bit earlier... )

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well, look within )

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Terra's accepting visitors for as long as she's in the clinics. In fact, she's anticipating them. If anyone comes asking for Terra or Tara Markov, they'll be brought to her room.

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I kind of got hurt recently. I'm okay now. I'm safe and in the clinics. You don't have to worry about me.

I just wanted to say that I love all of you. And I'm so... unbelievably glad that there are people who are looking out for me. And I don't think I say it enough, so thank you. All of you. For everything you've all done for me. Everything you've ever done.

I wish I could explain, but I don't really have time. It's almost lights for me here. Just know that I'm grateful and... I know that sometimes that isn't enough, but it's all I can give right now.

Thank you.


Of course, there's a reason she's running low on time for such a short message. Before she even got to writing that, she'd sent out a few emails. )

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that history has gone and came )

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